Oh sunny days.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

my blackout night!!!

4:48 PM

Okay,this is weird
why will anyone just start scolding people the F****er
very scaring la
okay, last night my house got black out la!!!!
and i was supposed to revise for today's maths test
instead
i was like playig haha
with the torch!!!

I was trying to be scaring!! I think it works cause my head and body looks detached

it is nice to be shine at huh??? looking at the light, makes your eyes pain!! haha
Cannot even see my face. not nice!!
my blackout moonlight. (can u see my light bulb there??) hahhs
can you see the rainbow?? very nice :)

Last night, I did not sleep well la!!
then today till have maths and english test!!!

i nearly died!!!

i was so tired!!

but now i am okay already

i think i need a nap! zzz zzz zzz

i am going to cut my hair!!

i also need to change my ham ham bedding

see ya

Jolene :)

Sunday, July 29, 2007

wat is with this dream???????

3:33 PM

yo yo!!
i had a very weird dream yesterday la
it is very funny la!!

it is about my family
going for holiday
at some weird place la

then i also dreamt that he was there too
damn cute
i think he likes to take picture of things la
in my dream
he was taking someone fishing
super super
cute!!!
i even talk to him la!!!!!
i was so hoping that it actually happen in real life.
it will so nice la!!!!

then i dunno why me and my sister went to the toilet then saw my senior?????
like wat???
then out of the blue, we broke our slippers
then we decided to sew it back
very funny rite

i really feel it is a weird dream
very
i was so brave in the dream la
wonder if i can be that brave.

okay
have to finish my knowing myself folio
by tomorrow

oh ya
tomorrow got COH!!!!
must wake up early again
so tiring
okay must start doing my floio

bye bye
Jolene :)

Friday, July 27, 2007

My planning sucks!!

8:34 PM

Happy Birthday!!

SARAH!!!!!

sorry

never buy u anything

haha

so sorry

Today
i was supposed to plan guides meeting
it did not went well at all!!!!!!
i was too scared!!
i was too blur!!
and my testwork is too short!!
they could finish by 40 minutes
i plan it for 1 hour 45 minutes
so half the time they were stoning
and playing la!!

but wat i can do
i am a sec two doing this alone
is too much for me!!
so i have to ask my teacher in charge
whether they can start marching already
it was very early
then everyone like dun like to march la
very tiring la
very very

we are going to march with the SJAB
i tell you la
their marching is very very good la
and our?

ehhh.....
not nice at all
it is the most pathetic marching ever
it is not in order la
very messy and disgusting
we only practise
when the national day is nearing
so wat can we do such a short time la?

the next meeting i am planning is on camp skills
i think it is much easier la
i dun need to remember time and everything
haha
not so stressful la
not so tiring also

i am so happy that this is finally finish la
i hate it la
must do so much things!!

oh ya!!
today is my PL's birthday!!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

I think he block me la!

10:43 PM

i think he block me la!!!!
I really hate my self right now?
i really want to tell the truth
but i just dun dare!
i think he hates me
maybe he thinks
i am so irritating
annoying
stupid dumb
weird
person
trying to talk to him

i am so tired already
although i like to look at him from FAR FAR AWAY
but i cannot even see him face to face
just in those stupid pictures
i already try talking to him
he just dun want to reply
i was like going crazy la

i was so sad that i wanted to forget him
but i cannot!!
i just cannot
i hate him once
i cannot hate him again rite??
i am very tired already
really feel terrible
i really know why i will like him la
after 2 whole years
wow?
i think it is only me la
then wat is the difference??????

on friday, i am in charge of the meeting
very stressed la
i want a shoulder to cry on
i want a hand to hold on
i want a face to think of
i want those eyes to stare at
i want the heart used to breathe
i want him....
i wonder when i can see him face to face
looking into his eyes ( not in photos, u always smile to the camera rite?)
i think it also drawing further.
and there i is nothing i can do.

got to sleep already
nites
jolene :(

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

my boring school day

6:13 PM

today, i am so early to school la
i was like super early!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yesterday was like last day my aunt and my grandma is staying at my house!!
is it sad?
maybe

i miss them though
not playing with my hamster
and making so much noise.
hahhs
it is fun to have them around

ya!
yesterday, i got my maths standard test result !!
i thought i was going to fail la
i did badly
in the end, i got lst in class la!!
21/22!!!
isn't it la wow????
i am so happy la!!!!!!

tomorrow have standard test la
history la

i dun like to study history at all!!!!
i dun even want to study
it is so boring la
reading the page is already boring!!!!

okay.
got to go already!!!
bye
Jolene (:

Sunday, July 22, 2007

3:16 PM

yesterday

i had my competition remember

our school won first prize for poetry!!!!!!!!!!

yay!!

okay and it was won by sec ones!!!

hahaha

cause i am saving money

so have to some how

walk back

lucky have my friend to walk with me

my parents went to visit heir friend in the hospital

then i came back

so i had to wait for them to fetch me

we went IKEA

my favourie past time

and i love the hotdog bread!!!

then when i am in the car

my parents found out that i lose my wallet

and they dun believe why i never lost my keys

but it was true

i lost my wallet and keys

then they found out lor

the weird thing is that they never scold me at all!

i was quite shocked

they even bought me a bag and say that when ever i go out must carry this bag

and they even treat me go eat sakae sushi la

my cute plates

Somehow i felt very bad

i did something wrong and they still did all this la

may be it is forgetness

i know that the meaning means more than it seems

got to go

JOLENE (:

my date with my parents

2:39 PM

On friday got guides

last minute, the teacher in charge suddenly say she will be

choosing those who are going to march for this year national day carnival

I was quite scare cause when i am nervous then i will forget eveything

especially when the command very hard to remember

so it was very scaring

but in the end i went in

yayayayaya

i was quite happy

haha

okay

while waiting for my dad, we took pictures!

so after that i was going out with my parents

my dad took leave to bring my sister and me out

we went to eat at a resturant at very weird name

it was nice

I ate with my sister sone pasta with cheese inside the pasta

it was delicious!

the serving was quit big so

we shared a pizza

it was so flat

like pancake la

it is very very nice

but the ham is very salty

after that i went to eat ice cream!!!

The toilet was very nice. THE MIRROR!!

i was enjoying myself eating ice cream
which at first took so long la
the service very very slow!

haha

got to go
jolene(:

Thursday, July 19, 2007

It is been long time!

10:37 PM

I know i have not blog since last week.
Tomorrow is guides again and I have guides competition on saturday.
I am supposed to make a poster about fantasies!
Like how right???
I am so tired to go la
I dun know why
I like keep on having headache
and my gastric are coming back already
it is so painful la
i was like so weak and felt like fainting la
I like cannot walk properly la
still must cook my food
which is instant noodles
how sad!
I think i never eat enough
but most of the time i eat alot leh?
gastric pains due to eating too much???
weird?

next week guides meeting i am going to plan
so i like very rush
still must plan test work
amd my PL is not here
i really need her help la
i am going crazy!!!

and i have so many tests
and maths test coming again
i like thught it just past?

I feel very tired eveyday la
i dun have time to sleep early
and i have to sleep in a sleeping bag la
my aunt and grandma
sleeping in my room
so i have to sleep in my parents' room with my sister
i am so tired
and stressed
and sick!

but there is one thing that i always think that it makes me happy
I had a dream about ****** ****
it was such a nice dream
how i wish it is real la
I can like smile to myself la
hahahaha

dozing off already
Nites
Jolene :0

Friday, July 13, 2007

I dont love u

8:12 PM

I have guides meeting tomorrow
it was so tiring la
i really died
now my leg and thighs are aching la
we were actually practising for our school National Day Carnival
it was so crazy
i am so tired la
especially when hae to march on the spot that time it is the worst!!
the part when u marching
as in really marching was not so tiring

i really dun know why i like marching when i was in sec one la
maybe cause it was my first time la
then it is actually very hard to be able to march when u are in sec one
cause new meh
so i tried like shit to march in the carnival
and finally
i did
i seem to love it very much
now.....
if u cannot march means it is embarassing
my patrol will just look down at me rite
but i am always so tired at the end of the day la
who will have energy to march so well!

when i came home
i like set on the sofa
i lik almost sleep la
so tiring la
i must bathe first la
so dirty if never bathe la
dirty girl
i like sweat so much la..

okay tired of continuing
nites
Jolene :'(

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

2:46 PM

sorry very long never blog already
hahaha
u know today
Today is relax day!!
we first are supposed to have english la
then dunno why we change to maths!!!!
so we like just stone at the teacher la!
just stare at him then say "ya, ya"
then can already
My tip of the day to stone in class hahaha
okay that is very stupid

tomorrow
i have to pass up the punishment assignment
the 24 O level questions la
must explain also la
how how

i never even started
doing la
But i really cannot find la
anything la!!!!
how la!!!
HOW??

do u think the teacher will scold if i do another 24 poems but not the same one?????
that teacher very fierce la
but it is not my fault la
i pass up la
but i already into her letterbox la

i very angry la
he say cannot la
it is can one la!!!
it is can put into the letterbox lor!!!

okay i am tired of nagging la
got to go!!!
bye
jolene :)

Sunday, July 8, 2007

7:54 PM

Yesterday was a very good day

Nothing I can say

I was just watching Hana Kimi again

haha

then my mom suddenly fell sick la

got a little fever

so i was like her 'nurse'

haha

cool!!

then At first my mom wanted to go with my dad

to buy stuff

But since she is sick
she cannot go
so she ask me to go instead
I was also not very well
having some stupid stuck nose
cannot breath
and i liitle headache
to buy food for her
for her dinner

so i went la
then i just decided to buy cat food i think about a dollar
then give to the stray cats
so i bought la
it was like my dream can
i always tell myself on my birthday that i have to do that
but in the end always never!!
haha
so always like one of the cats that is black and white
but on that day cannot find
then i saw another one that is light brown
it look so pathetic
so i was like never mind la
give this one lor
i open the can and gave it
it was like so happy la
it walked there and ate it so happily
than the black and white suddenly appeared
too, i ate with the other cat la
how cute!!!!

it really feel so nice to do that la
it will really make yourself so happy la
can try
i think it will feel the same
haha

the i went Tampines Mall
got 50% sale at Metro
Closing sale
quite sad
i love shopping there la
then the shop closing already!!
so sad.....
I had a lot of things to do
but i totally forgot it la

so when i went home
my mum was very angry cause i never do anything la
never buy the things that she needs also
Got scolded like shit
but it is very funny
i was shopping with my sister
but i never even buy anything la
instead my sister buy something la
so unfair!!!

Okay,
going to be time for me to sleep!!
Good Nite!
Jolene (:

Thursday, July 5, 2007

I had such a scare!!

3:51 PM

Today is very scaring la
we had Lit skit to act
and my group never prepare properly la
so we very scare get pick la
then in the end never get pick
but i got a big scare la

really very scaring la
oh ya
tomorrow got guides meeting
Tomorrow must wear green colour t shirt la
then i dun really have
my all small size
then will look very ugly la
with my skirt
la
I have not think of wat to wear
tomorrow got guides
wish me good lucks
i really start to hate to go for CCA
it is getting too stressful la
how i wish i am just a PS
won't that be nice rite???

i really wish that can happen haha
okay
got to do my work already
Bye
Jolene (:

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

My relaxing day

9:23 PM

Today is a very relaxing day
I have Art
in the morning
At first, the teacher will be very fierce
cause she is always fierce

but today she is very nice
and she like finally smile at the students
hahaha

Then i have Dance
we had to join with the advanced group
which is super good in dancing
so we are like idiots in the lesson
they dance so well
and i cannot really dance la
haha

so the teacher gave us those very hard steps
so that the advanced group will not find the lesson boring
so we the beginners goup had to struggle like shit la
just to manage those steps
the worst thing is that
they did it so fast la
like super irritating la

then i had maths tuition
and there was a lot of new people
one another boy ya
and a new girl
YAY!!
I am so happy!!
but the girl so quiet
I was like so happy that I am not the only girl in the tuition!!!
Yay!!

OKay
so now i have to do work already!!
Bye!!
Jolene :)

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Today is a very bad day!!!

6:09 PM

Yesterday was like damn tired can

I had to do my crime prevention poster and logbook

I slept like 12 plus

i always sleep that late

but i just dun know why i felt so tired.....

so i knew that i have COH tomorrow

so i set my alarm early

but i dunno why my alarm did not ring

i woke up at 6.35

when my meeting is like 7am

so i am lucky that i stay near the school haha

then when i like ran there

i knew i was a few minutes late already

but when i get there

there was no one there

so i went to find the teacher

and she say today no meeting la

then i was like

okay

i rush like crazy

actually got no meeting

so ahh

the whole day as like very restless and tired

then we had Lit

i tell the lesson is terrible

was like very angry with the teacher like

we were supposed to pass up a lit worksheet

then i did not make it to pass up with my partner

so i put it into the letterbox

she say that she never open letterbox

so we were punished to find 24 poems at O level standard

and must explain all the poems

i was like

she is so unfair la

we really pass up wat!!!

so me and my partner went to explain to her

then she started scolding us

i was like it is just a poem

just a piece of paper can????

must make a big fuss about it

i was so sad until

when she finish scolding

i was already in tears

i was like very sad

i really think it is not fair!!!!!

i have one big conclusion

I WILL NEVER TAKE PURE LIT FOR SEC THREE

i dun think i am smart to take it too

it was very sad

my friends was like very shock

i was hardly those people who cry that much

so i like prove them wron

hahhs

Lit is the only subject that makes me cry

During mid year also
for lit i study like crazy
then wehen the paper came out
i fail by one mark
then that teacher say we never study
i like study like shit la
how can she say that
when we are already so sad!!!
she is so evil

I shall forget wat happened
i stay happy
:)

Bye
Jolene :)

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Fall to the floor

10:46 PM

Today I did not get to use the computer till now
Cause my dad brought to work today
so only now that can use
very late already la
I know that

Yesterday, I went out with my sister and my sister's friend to my cousin's church
to watch a movie called facing the Giants
It is a very nice movie la
it is about american football
at first,
dun know about it
then slowly
then got to understand
it is a very nice movie
worth watching
i give it ***** stars
yay

okay wat else can i say???
ehh
ehh
ehh
i dunno
today is the weekend
so i am lke enjoying myself
very happily
hahaha

i just apologise to him
for like screaming at him that day
haha
i am so sorry man

hahaha i cannot believe
i can say sorry la.
okay
i dun really know wat to say haha
okay
i think i am very lame already
so i am going to do other things now

Bye Bye
Jolene (: