Friday, February 26, 2010
I wish someone can tell why?
12:19 AM
I am so jealous!
The more I see the more I look.
those pictures.
there are so many.
Why?
My head is filled with what ifs?
what if he likes them
What if he will
What if
AHHHHH!!!
The more what if i think of , the more troubled I get.
why I am doing this?
I have no idea!!
I wish I can not do this.
Why can I just leave his life alone!
I am so annoying.
what am I doing?
I have no idea.
maybe I still cannot get my senses rite.
that he dun belong to me or with me.
Dear Heavenly Father,
I prayed that you will help me. Cleanse me from jealousy and anger. Cleanse my mind and my brain. cleanse me that I will never sin again. I pray that u purify me once more. please Lord. I begged for your forgiveness.
