Tuesday, December 29, 2009
My best day of my life
12:30 AM
I wish you knew.
that i think of you , whether you are or not
I always think back the short time we had only each other
when we cant hide from one another.
when we show our true self
When I feel so relieved by your side
knowing that I dun have the hide the truth from you
I know you dont know
but It doesnt matter
I remembered your call
guessing that I am still at home
meeting you at the MRT
seeing what you wear
it really melted my heart
The train trip when you wake me up when I AM SLEEPING
I remembered the cab we shared
OHHHHH I think you havent pay me yet
When we were rushing our food.
When I was trying to explain the place to the taxi driver
I couldnt pronounce the place
I felt so embarrassed then
I GRABBED out my handy street directory
I think you were busy eating your food
getting out of the cab
started raining
We were busy finding the location
realised we got down at the wrong place
My mummy was teasing me about you
that's why I didnt wan to show you the msg anyway.
It will reveal everything.
Walking to find the location
eating my sweet
finally finding the place
my shirt have a new design of spots
entered the place
Filled up the forms
heard the first time you said papa
sounds funny
hahaha
We felt scared of course
I knew you were scared although you said you are not
It was so OBVIOUS in your actions
After we finished what we came so far to do
the relief in our faces
waiting at the bus stop
in the train seeing everyone staring at us
standing close
getting out the TRAIN
the time we are trying to start a conversation at the same time
n we paused thinking who should continue
the bus trip back home
when my hands accidentally hit yours
This was the only time i get to sit next to you
that was the only time i feel you so close
I know it will be my last time too
I know I will never have the chance ever again
I never knew i actually will have this chance to spend that day with you
I really wish i can show my feelings
but I have to hide it
I wish you can understand that
This are my true thoughts
I never hide
i know you will never read this, so I can finally pour it out
it is so tiring trying to keep it in
i feel so relieved that i finally can let it out
I think I will never be able to tell you the truth
but I will always think of you
even after my work i will walk to see that lighted window
i am happy cause even though I can never tell the truth
I can at least know you are there near me
When you are near me
When you are here I see all that I am made of
And all that I have
When you are near
Whenever I want to think back that day,
i can at least read this post
because it's ALL about you
that day with you was the BEST day of my life.
