Wednesday, February 18, 2009
10:50 PM
Let me BE!!
I dun want to go on anymore
What is the point of smiling and acting happy
when I am not at all?
It dun make sense?
I want to GO back!
I want to see u again the last time
I REGRET doing what I did
that was when I am very HAPPY
REALLY REALLY
nothing can describe it!
I dunno why I thought of u again
the sun
the tennis court
the laughter
the smile
the voice
I miss them
I miss you
Many things happened today
and i said things i shouldn't say
but i saw what i wanted to see
limping
I want to be like LAST TIME
so happy
but nothing is the SAME
I keep on comforting myself
its not HELPING
at all!
give me a break please
I am sorry!
I really didn't mean what I mean
I am really really SORRY