Friday, January 2, 2009
CRAP!!
10:29 PM
HEY HEY!!
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!
CRAP!!!
I could so feel the STRESS!!!!
I feel OLD!!
Sec FOUR leh!!!
oldest already!!
3 years has PASSED!!
AMAZING!!!
Let me THINK BACK!!
hahahah
Sec 1: TERRIBLE!! I look like a NERD!!! hahahahah
even my SENIORS ask me to get a makeover!!!
HEART BROKEN LOR!!!
Sec 2: FUN!! But i dun really like my CLASS!!
Sec 3: STRESSFUL!! Alot of STRESS and Responsibility!! DUNNO how to COPE!!
Sec 4: CRAP!! There is so MUCH happening!! MORE stress and responsibility!! But can cope better!! hahhah
This year is going to be CRAP!!!
Seriously,
CANT go CHURCH!
O LEVELS
President Guide Award!
MY!!
I cant TAKE IT!!
People going SCHOOL!!
I like going BATTLE FIELD!!!
I MUST DO WELL!!!!
PROVE TO MY DAD!!
BUT SOMETIMES it's HARD!!!
REAL HARD!!
I am staring at my desk's encouraging NOTES again.
SEARCHING for more Strength!!!
OH MAN!!
I need more encouragement to PULL through this TEST!!!
I cannot do on my OWN!!
I need YOU God.
WALK with me
LEAD me
My mum suddenly scolding me for GOING for TUITION!!
LIKE WOW?
like HELLO!!!
If your daughter is SUPER smart, u dun need to give her TUITION!
BUT she is NOT!!
she is STUPID!!!!
DUMB!!!!
SLOW!!!!!
RETARTED!!!!!!
when I need the tuition the MOST!
she blames me for IT!!
like I dun have a CHOICE!!!
DAMN!
She was like blaming EVERYTHING on me
cause she BAD MOOD!!
LIKE WAT!
SOMEtimes I feel STUPID,
cause all I do is CRY
SOB!!
what else can I do!!
CANNOT talk BACK wat!
CRAP!!
I have no mood to blog in detail
due to my mum
in short
there's meeting today!
sadly
till 6pm!!
all I remembered was that all the SEC fours leaders had to talk with the SEC twos
like see how they are feeling and everything!!
YA!!
VERY SHY sec 2s
then
was supposed to go to JASMINE KOH's surprise BBQ PARTY
In the end,
cannot go
MY mum is still HUNTING me over the tuition.
CRAP!!
My mum is like wat?
threatening me?
that if I dun do well for my PHY and CHEM
I cant go for tuition!!
OKAY!!
I really REALLY have no mood to continue..
BYE!!
