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That GIRL

JOLENE TAN

14 September 1993

St. Anthony's Canossian Secondary School

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Love GOD
Love BEING A CHILD OF GOD
LoveHARBORLIGHT CHURCH
Love ALL MY CHURCH & SCHOOL FRIENDS
Love MY PATROL
Love the PURPLE SUNSET
Love the BALLOONS
Love the CANDLES
Love the BBQ
Love THE LIFE I have(:



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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I GIVE UP!!!
11:52 AM

Yesterday!!!
Met RACHEL, AVELINE, JOY, YOGES at Bugis
to BUY clothes for AVELINE!!
hahahhaah
We walked around and FINALLY BOUGHT
a nice SHIRT
and also a NECKLACE more like a chain from DIVA
It was REAL NICE!!!
I heard AMANDA saying that
that shirt and necklace is so JOLENE!!
LIKE of course!
hahahahah
I must make sure I see AVELINE wearing that SHIRT!!!
I MUST!!
hahahahha

then after that
AVELINE and RACHEL needed to go POPULAR
And RACHEL wanted to TREAT us GELARE
so we wanted to go HOUGANG cause have
both Popular and Gelare.
But in the END!
SMART RACHEL thought of something ELSE
We went PS to eat Gelare
then go PARKWAY Popular!!
hahaahaha
so we rushed there
and YEAH!!
this are the PHOTOS we TOOK!! (:
U know why the FIRST FEW photos I am not in IT!!
CAUSE POOR JOLENE was ORDERING the FOOD!
AND they just slack and take PHOTO!!??
I had to WALK like 3 rounds back to the TABLE
cause some flavours not there
and dunno whether they WANTED sauce!!
VERY TIRING lor!!
walk here walk there!!
BUT for the WAFFLE!
ITs worth it!!
JUST exercising BEFORE eating!!
hahahhah

I MUST THANK RACHEL FOR THE TREAT!!!
THANK YOU RACHEL!! LOVE YOU!!
THE WAFFLES WERE GOOD!!
(:(:
JOY and YOGES!!
JOY's PINK PANTHER!!
AVELINE and RACHEL. They love posing with their BOTTLES??
hahhaahah
GROUP PHOTO!! finally back from ordering!! (:

It's annoying when u are the camera man
Your face will always be CUT into HALF!!

READY TO EAT!! my stomach was REALLY growling!! hahah

The FOOD!! WAFFLE with ICE-CREAM!! YUM!!
Just WITHIN seconds!!
THERE are gone!!
SERIOUSLY, we eat like REAL FAST!!
maybe because we SHORT of time too!!
hahahaha

TOILET SHOT!
CAME back home!
AND then went to AMANDA's house to watch HSM 2
hahahahah
it was QUITE late by the time I came back!
AROUND 11
hahahha
continue my ESSAYS!!
and I was so REFLECTING..
maybe giving up is the BEST way!!
then I will concentrate in my STUDIES!
and maybe save myself from some HEARTBREAK and TEARS
I am really TIRED!
i could be happy!!
i should be happy!!
i dun even know how to help myself
i just feel like crying my brains out
so that I will not think so MUCH
i am tired of believing
i always thought that if i keep believing everything will be okay
everything i thought will happen if I believe is not happening
All those memories must VANISH
They must!
It's VERY hard to let go!!!
my brain doesn't want to
but my heart cannot take another fall

NEXT YEAR!!
I must work HARD!!
No MATTER how HARD it is!!
I must end THIS PROBLEM before 2008
I MUST CONCENTRATE!!!
NOTHING's going to STOP ME!!
I must BRAIN WASH myself!
DEEP DOWN
I know
I dun want 2009 to START!!
But everything happen for a REASON!!
There is nothing to look FORWARD to!!
BUT
I know I have think POSITIVE!!
I must not be SAD over the PROBLEMS
I must give it to GOD!!
and think POSITIVE!!!
Remember :
LOOK UP
WAIT UP
RISE UP
(:

So to encourage MYSELF
I wrote LOTS of ENCOURAGING NOTES
and paste them EVERYWHERE
at my DESK and BED!
I shall show u CONCRETE evidence(:
MY DESK!!
YES!! I know!!
IT is MESSY!! (:(:
MY BED!! (:

HAHAHAAH!!
EVERYWHERE I go!!
I will bring these ENCOURAGEMENT everywhere too!!
hahahahaahah
GOT TO do my ESSAYS!!
I can finally SMILE!
Cause God is holding MY PROBLEMS
NOT me!!
YAY!!
(:(:(:(:(: