Monday, November 24, 2008
My PAST is talking to me!!
1:01 AM
Just now just finished my TAWG!!
And since I have extra TIME!!
11.30!!
not a lot of time actually!
I on my laptop again!!??
hahahahahahahhaa
Because I wanted to read about some crap!
Then I was looking at her BLOG and
I found it interesting!!
So I went back to SEE my BLOG!!
From the start!!
I realised my ENGLISH improved!!!
now there is lesser
LA LOR MEH AH!
hahahahaha
so funny!
When reading, I really feel like going back to the PAST!!
about that incident with that PRIMARY SIX CRUSH of mine!!!
that I have finally forgotten!
haha
I also realised I was so CHEERFUL and HAPPY!!
AFTER KNOWING GOD!!
everything changed!!
i remember one time at CHURCH!
I asked God to heal all my pain of my LOVE CRUSHES!!
And then I knew I was actually so upset that I went into
DEPRESSION over a GUY!??!
IMPOSSIBLE!!!
God HEALED my depression!!!
HOORAY!!
then slowly from nov!!
I realised!!
I grew SAD again!
why??
OVER GUYS!!
WHY oh WHY??
always like that??
so I TOLD MYSELF!!
I must be that INNOCENTLY HAPPY AND CHEERFUL OVER EVERYTHING
JOLENE!!
not the SAD and depressed OVER DUMB GUYS
JOLENE!!
I am going to put HIM behind me!!!
I be MYSELF!!
BE CHEERFUL AGAIN!!!
AND HAVE MY NO CRUSH CAMPAIGN STANDING again!!
I am going to go CRAZY!!
I know that NOTHING or NO ONE is GOING to bring me back to SADNESS!!
I RULE!!
SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!
BE MYSELF jolene!!
BE the HAPPY jolene!!
hahahaha
lol
I feel so HAPPY!!
everytime I feel SAD!!
I am so GOING to look back at MY HAPPY DAYS!!
and I know that HAPPINESS is much better than sadness
hahahaha
WHY SHOULD I BE SAD WHEN I CAN BE HAPPY!!
and sometimes being myself will give me SO MUCH MORE benefits!!
hahahahaahahah
I am so GLAD
I WOKE UP from sadness!!
yay-ness!!
MY ADVICES to those who are SAD!!
DUN be!!
LOOK AT your HAPPY DAYS!!
and u will know that it is STUPID to be SAD!!
SMILE everyone!!
CHEESE!!!
(:
It is ONE AM!!
and I am still here!?
OH NO!!
I have to meet JOY early tomorrow!!
NITE-ties!!
(:
hahha!
I guess my BLOGSKIN does not make sense ANYMORE!!
I have to CHANGE IT man!!
this is a very sudden though to change blogskin!
random JOLENE maybe not thinking RIGHT!!
wat to do!
it is 1 am?
hahahahahaa
(: