For your information

I am in PINK. Beside RAChel!!

hahha

Then after that!

I had to rush to meet my ex-seniors

We were dicussing about our pioneering and PGA!

I was so stressed up

16 boxes of punks and kidlings??????

Firelighting by 15 minutes??????

I dunno wat rope ladder thing?????

And I hate WRITTEN TESTS!!!

And there will be definitely a lot of them!!

sigh... ...

And I was lucky or should I call fated to see my sister going to the same STARBUCKS as me la?

so lucky rite

SO after my meeting

I waited for her to eat dinner together!!

haha

Never went out with her a very long time

hahaha

Then it was VESAK DAY!!!

oh my gush!!!

I was invited to join joy's church post exam party at NSRCC Safra resort

I was pretty reluctant

cause no one is going

but i wanted to go as I wanted to try finding my tennis guy

if there is any hope???

then when I reach most of the people were very very friendly

they will like self intro themselves

like the MOST FRIENDLY church can??

the people are not nerdy and emo

haha

I am so mean

SO I actually enjoyed myself

Never felt so relaxed before after exams

all the stress

all the stupid pimples!

haha

And all the regrets after my thursday guy stop playing at that court

I was so sad and I realised that a crush cannot last forever

Even if u like the person? The person may not still be there

he may have to leave for other reasons

that was wat happened for my last TWO crushes

they did not fade, they just leave and disappeared my heart just like that

it is so hard to describe

So I was just playing having fun

I felt so open even to the guys which I usually will be SUPER quiet

but that day I was like talking to them la

I think I have changed

haha

It was much later hat I found one of the guys very cute lor

And I cannot believe I have even talked to him just now???

oh my gosh!

So If this a crush again,

I told myself to enjoy myself until he leaves

but if he is not a crush,

then wat can I say man??

hahahahahahaha

maybe it TRUE LOVE

I still dunno.

haha

this guy is like he first one I can even dare to talk to him freely

haha, But I dunno whether I can still do that next time

haha

But now I am very very happy!!!

hahahahaha

and I feel so free!!!

haha

okay

got to go

bye!!

JOLENE (: