Saturday, April 5, 2008
Marching or PGA
1:33 PM
I think I have not been blogging.
haha
I am so stressed thinking that I have missed my precious chance to do NDP MARCHING
I am so disappointed
I cannot go due to PGA training.
It just clashing luckily
I dun know why it is so early
It is much later last time.
Around next year then start
maybe cause we suck
haha
But it is very early!
maybe after august meh
After the NDP also not very late to start?
why must it be now??
I like wanted to go for the NDP marching for like two years la
It was like my goal
And it was just destroyed yesterday
at first my guider say
she never put our names, those who were going for PGA
in form to pass to HQ for the marching
then on the Marching Audition
my fellow sister guide told me my name was called!!
I was like??
Wat I should have gone
I really won't mind going for both NDP and PGA
I really wanted marching so badly
I woke up at 8 today, then I was like
I am at home on my bed
And they are going for the marching audition!!!!!!
SO UNFAIR!!!
I just crushed my dream can
how stupid is that??
I just keep on telling myself that maybe my height cannot
or something
but things always turn out bad
actually 157 cam also can get accepted for height
I was like............
okay
I hardly can find any reason for comforting myself..
PGA is not a really good reason
I dun know why
I find that some things should be different
I can go for both!!!!
how disappointing
and I did not get to see him for like two weeks!!!!!!!!
cannot book evert thursday??
always closed??
oh
yesterday was 2.4 km
I did not stop!!!
I never even walk!!!
I AM SO HAPPY
I was thinking of my family, friends and hamsters. and more people i should not name
i think my timing is 15 something. should be close to 16
haha
Okay now I must look at the bright side
since I cannot go marching
I must thrive for PGA
so that i will not regret again
I must enjoy PGA...
haha
quite hard la
but I will try!!!
okay
need to go for tuition soon.
bye.
I LOVE MY SENIORS
