Wednesday, July 25, 2007
I think he block me la!
10:43 PM
i think he block me la!!!!
I really hate my self right now?
i really want to tell the truth
but i just dun dare!
i think he hates me
maybe he thinks
i am so irritating
annoying
stupid dumb
weird
person
trying to talk to him
i am so tired already
although i like to look at him from FAR FAR AWAY
but i cannot even see him face to face
just in those stupid pictures
i already try talking to him
he just dun want to reply
i was like going crazy la
i was so sad that i wanted to forget him
but i cannot!!
i just cannot
i hate him once
i cannot hate him again rite??
i am very tired already
really feel terrible
i really know why i will like him la
after 2 whole years
wow?
i think it is only me la
then wat is the difference??????
on friday, i am in charge of the meeting
very stressed la
i want a shoulder to cry on
i want a hand to hold on
i want a face to think of
i want those eyes to stare at
i want the heart used to breathe
i want him....
i wonder when i can see him face to face
looking into his eyes ( not in photos, u always smile to the camera rite?)
i think it also drawing further.
and there i is nothing i can do.got to sleep alreadynitesjolene :(
